I guess I’ve just been trying to not think about it.  With finals and everything, I didn’t want to deal with the thought of you being gone.  With finals over, I don’t have anything to take my mind off anymore.  I sit here now and wonder what was going through your mind.  I wonder what really happened and if you’re doing well up there.  It’s surreal that you’re not with us anymore.  You’re gone and i can’t do anything about it.  I really do hope you’re happy now.  Rest in peace…& “stay classy san diego.”